January 2011
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The shingles are still driving me to distraction. It’s only been a week. And according to the medical literature I could be looking at 2-3 more weeks of pain and itching.
Jan 31st
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I’ve never been a ‘guy’ , the type that women are attracted to, but I do tend to be overly sensitive and pick-up on nuances going on around me.
Jan 30th
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Shingles
Not for the roof, but on me.  I feel like I have some medieval disease, but truth is anyone who has had chickenpox can get them later in life. They itch, and shoot pains out.  There’s also nothing to be done for the most part except ride them out.  Mine start at my spine and then circle my torso until they are just below my heart.  They tend to follow a nerve’s path.  At times it is...
Jan 30th
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Confession
I ‘borrowed’ those words from the Stones.  That’s been my fave song for 6 years now.
Jan 29th
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WE
all need someone to lean on. all need someone to dream (cream) on. all need to someone to feed on. all need someone to bleed on.
Jan 29th
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
Jan 26th
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Jan 26th
To further refine my stand on animated GIF’s: Tumblr should stop the usage of them or there should be a warning about the annoyance that is going to appear on your screen. They’re as disgusting as any unwanted pop-up.
Jan 26th
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Complete Rx list
I’m not sure I listed everything last night, so here another tally of my mental cocktail. Lithium Klonopin Risperdal Adderall Lamictal Xanax And it’s amazing how easy it is to get the shrink psychiatrist to add another.  The right jargon will get you anything - I learned that years ago.  
Jan 26th
I do not like animated GIF's on my dashboard. ...
Jan 26th
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Shrink appointments
Sure he has the degree and hands out the scripts. But the real help is in talking with the office manager for 30 minutes or so afterwards.
Jan 25th
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Jan 25th
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Pills
If they were fun it would be wonderful.  But for mostly they confuse and muddle. 
Jan 25th
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More depressed
Today was my regular visit to my shrink psychiatrist.  My recent weeks of ongoing depression didn’t go unnoticed.  So he added one more med to my mental cocktail - Lamictal. So to recap, that means I’m taking:  Lithium, Risperdal, Klonopin, Adderall, Trazodone, and Lamictal. And that makes me more depressed.
Jan 24th
Depressed
Going to bed.  Goodnight.  Sweet dreams.
Jan 24th
Facebook account deactivated.
Jan 24th
Ok so the new blog.
debbshock: Same deal. thespacesbetweenme.tumblr.com debbshock.tumblr.com Please please please reblog this like I’m a missing child.
Jan 23rd
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If tenacity is the key to life then I may have lost mine. 
Jan 23rd
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It's that time.
The critical time, where I know I’ve drank just enough and tomorrow I wake up feeling fine. It’s that time when I also always go past that limit and feel like shit the next day.
Jan 23rd
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Since I don't have anything new/interesting
Jan 21st
Jan 21st
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My 'religion' every Friday night about a year or...
Jan 21st
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see android's fighting Brad and Janet
not a phone
Jan 21st
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Jan 21st
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Many times. 
Jan 21st
Never have I seen a live theatrical production, but I have attended late night with all the props, profanities, dancing, and illicit substances.
Jan 21st
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Who would I see at The Late Night Double Feature...
Jan 21st
Help?
Why doesn’t my tumblr dashboard show me all the posts of the people that I follow? Is there some setting that I’m overlooking?
Jan 19th
I’m feeling like the world is passing me by and all I can do is just watch.
Jan 19th
I used to drink and it made me feel better.
Now I drink and I feel nothing.
Jan 18th
Jan 18th
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Nothing from me today. I have enjoyed all your...
Jan 18th
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Jan 16th
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And once again I left you no doubt that I photograph horribly.
Jan 16th
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Huh? Oh yeah!
Alcohol makes me silly.  
Jan 16th
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Jan 16th
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Jan 16th
Jan 15th
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A few things
I hate the sound of American sirens.  They’re scary. For 10 years I lived in a gated community and never once heard a siren. And there was no crime. It was boring. But safe. 20 miles drive from the city, less than 10 minutes walk to the beach. When I was there I had no worries and could relax. I had no friends there and didn’t care to.  My friends were back in town.  Peaceful and...
Jan 14th
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Successful Fire
And that’s my first since 1994, Back when I swore no more, So here I’m at it again, But I really want it to end. 
Jan 13th
Jan 12th
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Kardashian
When I first started seeing that word I wondered everyone was tumbling and tweeting about sci-fi stuff.
Jan 12th
Sweet Dreams
till sunbeams find you
Jan 12th
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Age
Life up through the 40’s is easy.
Jan 11th
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Jan 10th
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Jan 10th
Glee!
‘You act as if you never had love, but you want me to do without.’
Jan 9th
It seems that some posts of people I follow never show up on my dashboard? Is it real or my imagination?
Jan 8th